Different between Western Higher level educations compare to Eastern style

As a Malaysian, I always consider myself as a good children

According to what my culture would stated, as a third world country resident, as a Malaysian, as a Chinese.

In fact, there is always a voice deep in my heart 

Questioning

Is this life really what I want?

Is this the only way to life out my life?

Is this a standard protocol for everyone around me to be successful?

What is successful?

Being a doctor?

Being a engineer?

Being dutiful? 

Being able to take care of the responsible given?

I have no a freaking idea what are these suppose to mean.

I'm a Aquarius and I've love to try a lot of  stuff.

I had never afraid to be the rule breaker just to get stuff done accordingly.

After stepping into my 24, I'm freak out. hell yeah

Almost graduate and having my internship on one of the dream company for many had strike me

This isn't what I want!

I wanted a life which totally irrelevant to engineering and programming
I wanted a life with simple but adventurous
I wanted fun and joy everyday, instead of stress for a week and relax on weekends
It's burning my soul to fuel this lifestyle

Maybe I should just drop everything I have now to feel a different lifestyle

I see a lot of people in their tertiary education having lots of different experience
Compare to what I get, study and more study and more study.

I've met internship students with western culture background
and through conversation with them
I feels the spirit, the life that I wanted always
Maybe the different between us is how we see this world in different aspects
But I do admire the way they life their life.